I can't stay here anymore. There are no men, there are no opportunities, there are no jobs. I'm getting the fuck out of here and clawing my way up. And it's gonna be hard, and it's not gonna have immediate rewards, and I'll be in pain and cry. Bottom line is, I have spent the past five years of my life hoping for change, trying to fight other people in my position for scraps, and getting ousted in the end anyway. I'm going to leave as fast as I can.